So, I've been wanting to say something. I've not said anything on social media of any sort. This is something that has been eating at me, but I'm not sure I can even put into words how I'm feeling. I've typed and deleted and typed and deleted this so many times over the past couple of weeks. I'm truly struggling. CJ, Ben, Andy, Aunt Marci, Grandpa Moose Courtney, Grandpa Moose, Andy, me Grandpa Moose and Uncle John Growing up, we spent almost every weekend visiting my grandparents. During the summer, my parents would go away to a bowling tournament and we'd go stay with our grandparents. Me, Grandma Pat, Courtney, Grandma Holt Grandpa Holt and Grandpa Moose Both my mom's side of the family and my dad's side of the family seemed to get along well so for every family event and holiday the whole family always seemed to be there. My Grandma Pat (my dad's mom) got really sick the summer before I went in...